reminiscing :)

Did you ever miss your good old days? 

I don't know why I loved English class so much when I was a little girl 

well, I found my old teacher was so wonderful on his job. 

He gave me a lot of happiness and fun in class the way he taught students was the best 

and he knew how to entertain his audiences. 

I had no idea what other boys and girls thought of him 

but for me I loved studying English class and he was the reason how I was so enthusiastic.

Back then, I had been asked with this question

"What are you going to be when you grow up?"

the teacher asked everybody in class that he assigned students to think about what they

wanted to be in the future it was like an introduction.

I said I wanted to be a nurse hahaha I didn't know much about occupation vocabularies 

but a carpenter, a fisherman, a fruit seller, a nurse, a teacher, a soldiers etc. 

that were in student books and I still remember all pictures in it. 

I don't know why but still remember exclamation "Ouch!" that a carpenter accidentally 

hit himself with a hammer. Almost all girls in class wanted to be a nurse and a teacher, obviously. 

I was only 8 years old.

But when I got older that I was 18 or something I didn't want to be a nurse anymore 

but an air hostess. I had no clue why an air hostess came up in my head but for me an air hostess

was the best job ever. They just take care of passengers on a plane 

not too tired and also they can fly in the sky that I thought they could even touch clouds

how stupid I was LOL 

every time I was so excited when I heard the sound of a plane it was very loud when I heard it 

I hurriedly ran out to see and screamed out loud. It got me so very insane because 

I wanted just once in my life going to be on it. It was my huge dream when I was a silly

kid :)  but the truth is I know my own self that I won't be able to do that career 

because of my looks; I'm not beautiful and also pretty fat yeahh, what a reason. =_=*

nowadays a tour guide is the extremely best career ever! I admit that I rarely go hangout 

but a tour guide is so adventurous for me I love adventures 

but hate going anywhere as long as I'm in Bangkok.  

I know myself full well that I love to service people, I love smiling and I smile way much 

that sometimes my friends think I'm gone insane but I'm not.  

I just want to be happy no matter who I am with. 

I can go the same places 100 times over without getting bored 

but speaking the same same same things every day I'm not so sure about it lol 

and another reason is I want to meet a ton of foreigners

because I need to brave up myself to be better at speaking.  

Even though I study in English and I can speak and write in English 

but I'm afraid of foreigners. (what a loser)

you know when I stand in front of foreigners I'm completely speechless 

all tenses, vocabs even easy opening lines are suddenly gone  I don't know why 

and when foreigners seem to walk to me to ask for the directions

I was tremble and afraid so much because I don't know how to tell him 

and I don't know much about Bangkok but god knows that I really wanna help.

My childhood wasn't much adorable but being a kid was the best moment ever in my life

I didn't have to think much about things.  Didn't feel terribly sad from heart broken because

I  had no any clue what love was.  I ate, I played with boys, I slept you know

it was a kiddo life.. and I miss it so much.

If I could go back in time I would go back to the day when I was a kid <3

Keep smiling all the way x

(>‿◠)✌ peace off!