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What a bad hair day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lately, I have been assigned a lot of assignments to be done in 2 weeks and you know what? I'm going insane now.  It's too much to handle and I don't know which one I should do first; It's killing me!

3 or 4 projects including presentations.  I have no time to do anything else but to be in front of a computer all day all night spending my time doing them.

I put my friends through this crap and I don't want it that way but don't know how to make them feel better because homework makes us feel so fed up and have no time to hang out or just even a little time to relax.

The final exams are right around the corner and I have yet read anything because I have to go to gym every single day. be honest, I don't want to go there but I have paid already it's like going to waste if I'm not going. 

I feel like studying is so really hard for me when teachers give me a lot of homework and they're not bothered if I have so much homework already. 

I'm not going to be rude but I just say what I feel and I love every teacher who've taught me, who made me who I am up till now and I understand why they have to do it.  It makes students to be more responsible and punctual.  Being a teacher is tired too I can feel it and I understand how hard it would be to check all assignments with poor grammar on those papers.

I know I have to face much more when I step out of the university that I have to face bad things, bad people and I have to adapt myself in any kind of situation.  People say that they want to be a student again because they don't need to think much about life, about how to live happily, how to make more money, how to spend money carefully or how to solve the problem when the trouble comes. 

Being a student is so very fun even though it's hard sometimes when we have homework or when the exams are upcoming but we don't think much about anything but to be focusing on studies.  

Nagging is my hobby that sometimes I'm just nagging but nothing inner, you know.

Be happy all the time,


(>‿◠)✌ peace off!

Crush on you! ♯

Would he like me back?

I've been having a crush on a boy in a repair shop 2 kilometers away from my house.  I've met him long long time ago but at that time I didn't feel anything but found him very cute! and I was just 15 years old.

I had always been riding my motorcycle to where he lived every single day to buy stuff because everything I needed was there, the market, gift shop, stationery store, food, movie rental store, clinic and a lot more.

Till one day  my motorcycle blew out and I could't fix it myself so, I need to go to nearest repair shop and P'Sam (who I have a crush on) was the place I chose.

Be honest, I didn't even think to flirt with him or anything else but his pretty face, his fair skin and his height were just so right for me, he was my type of boys; I couldn't help but to peek at him quietly. When my motorcycle got done fixing; yeahh I decided to ask him his name but I didn't ask him myself but my friend did :)   SAM <3

He didn't know that I had a crush on him since that day.  Time passed by and things also changed I had met other boys but he was in my bottom heart still.  He was getting faded away from my heart little by little and he was finally gone.  I forgot how much he meant to me I didn't like him anymore.

It's funny that I'm falling in love with him over again because I was in the tiny bus on the way home and we accidentally had eyes contact,  he glanced at me and I immediately turned my head back.  It was the best moment ever! I was smiling all the way just that look he gave to me.  Lord, why did he have to be so cute like that? I felt a lot of butterflies again. He's now 27 or 28 and I'm 22 going to 23

I just finished writing my letter that will be sent to him so real soon before i get back to Bangkok.  In the bottom of the paper I wrote down my number; It would be so very blessed If  he calls me back.

I love him always have and always will <3

Wish me luck <3






(>‿◠)✌ peace off! 

♫ One thing I can't live without ♫

I believe that everybody has their own favorite songs.

My favorite song for the moment is "All or nothing" by O-Town the original one was sung by "Westlife" produced by Clive David and Steve Mac released in 2000 long long time ago but I still listen to it.

This song got me a flashback the day when I was in the situation and it perfectly described my love life so well.   I like the beat, the meaning and the singers.

Every single line is so touchy and meaningful I've been listening to this song for many times and I feel like I've heard this song when I was young but never know the name of the song and never find it out but until now this song's locked in my memory it's one of my favorites songs of all time; I'm never getting bored of it.

My most favorite line is "Is it all or are we just friends? Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call? you leave me here with nothing at all"  I used to be in this kind of situation before I'm not sure, if the producers stole my love diary hahaha

This song never gets old; it's been 12 years since this song was released. If I'm falling in love with somebody who I'm not supposed to fall for and he makes thing unclear I would surely sing that person this song.

About love I don't appreciate somebody who makes thing complicated, who builds girls a big hope but fail them in the end;  I want them to man up and if you don't like her don't make her fall for you.  Don't make her feel like you love her or something;  Don't f*** with her feelings.  That's it.

Actually,  I have a ton of amazing songs; I know that people have their own style of music that you may not like what I like but we all know that music is beautiful.  I suppose that people can't live without music;  I listen to music every single day and even sing when I'm alone and I adore and love my voice so much hahahaha I got to sing you a song sometimes huh?

Now.. my wedding is planed whether it's going to happen or not but the song called "Perfect Moment" by Martin McCutcheon will be played at my wedding LOL  dream on. ≧◡≦
Btw You can take adventages from listening to music with lyrics; I promise it works out great!  TRY!
Perfect Moment ღ

All or nothing ღ

P.S.  I hope that my soul mate is on the way now to find me and he must be white....... PLEASE HAHA





Brace yourself,


(>‿◠)✌ peace off! 

My Happy Moment ヅ

Have you ever secretly appreciated somebody? 


Like I've said before that I loved watching movies and this is my secret story that I've never told anybody but you all "my readers" hahaha

Well, there's a beautiful-female owner of the movie rental store where I've been every time to find some interesting movies to kill the boredom..

My best friends Jayy, Gle and Kwang know me so full well that I've never been a punctual person and I'm always late :(

95% of the time I usually have to pay additional costs for late return around 30-60 baht and 500 baht max but then the owner named P'Rot who I've mentioned in the beginning has seen me so many times in the store and sometimes, we have a small talk.  Not too long we've become so close it's a good thing that happened lately in my life. All these feelings come out of nowhere and I don't know why I love her so much.  I'm not sure, if I'm stupid but sometime I have little money left but I choose to spend all money on a few movies even if I have to starve myself "sounds emphatic" P'Rot always helps me by giving me a special price and sometimes I don't get charged from late return.  It makes me so happy to have met such a kind person like her it's like I have a perfect sister. She's very friendly to everybody, beautiful, fair skin and long-black hair.. can you guys imagine how beautiful she is..   ❤

half year passed by since we've been so close to each other.. before the new year I was planing on buying her a new-year gift but I wasn't in Bangkok so, I couldn't give her that also she wasn't in Bangkok too because she went up the north with her husband well, my plan failed lol

After new year I haven't been there in a store for about 2 weeks but today I've brought her a lovely bear (I'm not sure, if it's a bear hahaha) I was so happy that I gave her something in return I still remember that cute smile on her face when she saw me walking in I placed her little bear on the floor beside the counter and that smile was getting bigger and bigger I could see that she was coming off a little shy and I was shy too but at the moment she thanked me while she served her customers :)  at that time, no s*** was given xD..  Actually, I had brought her a red bear before and it wasn't even a special day I know it sounds a little weird but she made me wanting to give her something and I DID!

HERE SHE IS..

The doll she hugged was what I got her! yepp!


TONIGHT I got few free movies from her that she wanted to thank me..  Yayyyyy!

- Penelope

- Moonrise Kingdom

- Barber Shop 

I'm a kind of person who's happy to see people smile.
I'm a kind of person who likes buying people things when it comes to a special day even if I may get nothing in return DON'T CARE.
I'm a kind of person who's considered a bad girl from my outlook but when whoever gets into me they will change their mind ;)
I'm a kind of person who's too quiet around strangers or people who I barely talk to but with best friends I go insane..


Take care,
Wish you all have a great time :)



(>‿◠)✌ peace off! 

Movies?

what are you addicted to? :p

                                                           

                                                   ❤Jason Biggs❤

❤   Adam Sandler ❤ 

          BOOYAAAA!!! I love watching movies so very much that I can watch 10 more movies a day I love any kind of movies especially movies in English because it makes my listening better.  Watching original soundtrack movies is more impressive than watching in Thai I don't know how to say in English but you know it feels so much different because I'm very into original ones and you know Thai sounds are funny it doesn't feel right for me.  

When I was young I preferred watching movie in Thai no matter where movies were from because it was out of fun to watch movie and read subtitles at the same time but my mind was changed when I've become a freshman. 

you know in my entire life in Bangkok I never been far from my room than 5 kilometers I spent my time in my room watching movies on stars movies channel and yeahhh I've become addicted to white men exactly! I never touched a remote control because I had been watching the only channel for far too long before this channel has been cut out of my apartment and it madly disappointed me.  

The only thing I hate about my apartment is there's no my favorite channel at all! I have to go to movie rental store every single time when I feel so alone because movie is the best remedy to save me and I can say proudly  that I can't live without it.  

I think more 500 movies had been watched by me.. amazing right? lol

I love thriller, horror and love comedy yeahh the last one is the most kind of movie I'm going for. :) Jason Biggs and Adam Sandler are my favorite actors of all time they're mostly in some kind of love comedy! ^^  

Well, animation is my favorite movie things as well and what animation I like the most is called "open season" I F****** LOVE IT! you're not going to believe that I've been watching it about 30 times! it was so funny, lovely and sad at the same time but not that sad because it was a happy ending!!! yeahh I love a happy ending story and I hate movies where someone dies at the end T__T.  Ohhhhh I almost forgot to tell you about my most favorite movies tadaaaaaa those are "serious moonlight and white chicks" <3 

                                                            

                                                             Serious MOONLIGHT 

                                                                White CHICKS!  

here are my favorite movie lists.. :) 

American werewolf

My boyfriend's back

the boy she met online

50 first dates

wedding Daze

Sleep away camp

Dreamer

taken

Chalotte's web

The notebook

the lincoln Lawyer

perfect student

abduction

The proposal

The young Victoria

Badass

My bloody valentine

Open season

Lady and the tramp

Little man

A walk to remember

white chicks

Saw

When Harry met Sally

Wrong turn

Sweet November

Mrs, Doubtfire

Home alone

Miss Potter

I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry

Shall we dance

The bucket list

Guess who

Premonition

Pride and prejudice

Miss you like crazy

Seabiscuit

Gigli

Closer

Solar Destruction

Jackass

Ice age

Marley and me

The Lion King

The Transporter

A cinderella story

Unstoppable

What happened in Vegas

Insedious

Percy Jackson

All about Steve

Harry Porter

Black Swan

No strings attached

Orphan

The king's speech

Madagascar

Who framed Roger Rabbit

Pirates of the Carribean

10 things i hate about you

100 feet

Underdog

17 again

Watching the detectives

The devil's tomb

The accidental husband

Teen wolf

Six days seven nights

Old dogs

night at the museum

My best friend's girl

Honey, I shrunk the kids

Dunstons checks in 

Perfect secretary

Perfect stranger 

Hellraiser 

Sometimes they come back 

Stepmom

Step father

Dan in real life

The water boy 

The impossible 

Honey, I brew up the kid

My date with the president's daughter 

I still know what you did last summer

Bad boys

Quarantine

Forget me not 

The lost valentine

The american werewolf in Paris 

Love at first hiccup 

Ted

Phenomenon

13 going on 30 

I don't know how she does it

The new year's eve 

and A LOT MORE!

(>‿◠)✌ peace off!