Feb 15, 2013

About My English Grammar

I still remember how I was so stupid 2 years back then.

I graduated from RCC (Rayong Commercial College) before being here in UTCC. At RCC I studied "Secretary" which gave me a lot of knowledge how to be a good secret keeper haha well, NOO I'm not that good at keeping things but you can trust me for some reason that things you tell me won't be spread! I promise lol.  Also, it taught you how to be a good secretary that your boss will hire you with high salary, if you deserved it. It was extremely fun to study every subject like, English for Communication, Typing (real typewriter), Microsoft Offices (especially Microsoft word, excel and power point) except MATH!


Back then, I didn't know English much that I was too stupid to be the smartest kid in class but I was! I was the only one in class who was good at English and I had no idea why, because my English grammar was beyond terrible that words can't ever describe.  "I'm go to school" for example, what do you think? Verb agreement, tenses or even simple sentences I was so very dumb!

But when I first left my tracks here in UTCC everything'd changed.  I remember when I studied English for Communication 1 with A.Guide that she assigned the whole class to show and present a business that we were interested in. When it was my turn, I went on and everything'd gone wrong.
I said something stupid and it was about my grammar; it's still in my head that I said "I does"!!!!!!
You know what? I had never used "DOES" in any sentence in my entire life and I had no clue how to use it correctly but I just wanted to use it just once in my life. yeah, I show everybody in class my dumbness.

Then, A.Guide blamed me about it with furious mood and mad face (I thought she had for sure never seen anyone dumb like me before); she made me cry because I had never been blamed that hard.  But it's the best thing that ever happened to my life, it was something big moving me forward and things she said gave me my new life.  I am what I am today because of her.

Since that day I always write in English and I don't care if my English is terrible because at least I've tried.  It always makes me laugh so hard to reread my old statuses on facebook; it's way different from this moment.
also, I have many friends from all around the world on my account that we never talk but I always stalk them, I read their statuses just to notice and keep some details how they use English, how they say, how they speak to their friends so that, I can use and speak english naturally.

Practice makes perfect?
Yes, I do believe in it because I practiced in every way I could like chatting on skype, speaking english as much as I can, watching movies with English sound, sometimes with subtitles on sometimes off.. You never know how much I've tried. English wasn't easy for me at all and it gave me a hardest time but I've never given up on it.  I've tried in any way to make myself better.  It was a rough time but I sill went on till it turned out like this.

Don't give up, always practice and you will be the best, I promise.  You never know what it turns out to be until you have tried hard enough.  I don't give you my promise but if you do what I say you will understand.  I was stupid before and even stupid than you guys before, remember? It takes time to do it good but you're not going to regret how you devoted your little time practice your English by reading grammar book or something else you like.  STOP BEING LAZY!


YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN..


(>‿◠)✌ peace off!



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