First of all, I have been single for almost 4 years now and in the past 3 years I hadn't had any romantic story on Valentine's Day like any other That I was always eating on my own every single year while the rest of my friends were hanging out with their boyfriends. I got used to it and for me it's just an only day that will pass you by.. nothing, but a day.
People who have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, they are all waiting for this special day to come. It means so much to them that some may have a crush on someone and plan on asking him/her out. Some are just ready for the night yeahh, to make a special-big night, if you know what I mean. lol some people hate this day so much especially all single ones.
I admit that sometimes I feel so lonely and jealous of people who have someone on such a special day like this. It's hard for me to find the right one when thai guys are not what I'm looking for. My friends might have already 3 kids when I get my first white boyfriend because I know it takes a lot of time. I can't help but to keep waiting that I don't even know, if I could find the real one.
When I was about 17 or 18 I got a lot of roses from my friends in class and from a silly boy who had a crush on me. It was an unforgettable day in my life. I once got a big bundle of roses from a friend of my boyfriend because he had a secretly crush on me (my boyfriend didn't know about it but finally he found out but nothing happened only he couldn't trust me again). It was so stupid being like a flirty girl but... I didn't mean it.
So, my ex boyfriend and I broke up. and I've been single ever since.
Well, It's okay for me not to be with somebody special on Valentine's Day. It's not that important to make me sad even though, I feel so alone sometimes but I'm going to be okay that I know I'm not alone at least I have my friends who are still single that we're in the same club, we still can go hang out together when most of people go to hotel.
Just don't be so sad that you don't have anyone to be with on Valentine's Day. It's not only you who's sitting and eating on your own. It's not people around the world are all taken. There're just only 24 hours a day. You know well that time's passing by so fast. Valentine's Day will be passed with time and it would be yesterday. Keep smiling because I believe that there's someone out there on the way to meet you in the right place at the right time. Good things take time, keep believing. :)
Even if, it's not a good valentine for now but when it comes to your day it's gonna be a big-perfect day of all time..
Happy Valentine's Day x
(>‿◠)✌ peace off!
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